Friday, February 12, 2010

One year!

A year ago today, I posted this request for you to pray. YOU did! And I am so thankful! Then I posted this explaining what was going on....I have to say that I honestly never saw it coming...who ever does really? We tend to think nothing bad is ever going to happen to us.

I've learned so much in this past year, and I know that God puts these challenges in our lives for a reason. I've learned that I have to listen to my body. That's a hard thing for this "I-love-my-routine" girl. Sometimes I have to just slow down, take a rest and refocus on what is really important. Fatigue is the worst complication I've had so far. And that is something I can deal with.

Back in June, I started a treatment program. The medicine is basically to keep the MS from progressing as fast. It's not a guarantee and honestly, the doctors don't really know if it will work...but I feel like I at least have to give it a go. So I do a daily injection...remember my friend, Polly...she and I have become the best of friends. The injections aren't too bad. Most of the time, I swell up a little at the injection site...followed by a bruise and/or lump...but nothing a long sleeve shirt can't hide. I keep telling my friend Laura who has some pretty amazing artwork on her arms that I might need to think about getting a tattoo....just to hide the bruising.

There will always be hurdles to face and struggles to overcome. There will be rough days, when I have to rely on others to help me through....but I'm not going to sit around and wait for those days to come. I'm going to enjoy the everyday, great days that are here now!

I feel so lucky to have such a wonderful, supportive family and group of friends. People who check in on me, friends who make sure I'm not overdoing it, and most importantly a husband who is by my side every moment of the way.

God has blessed me more than I could ever imagine. I am so thankful for all the challenges He sends my way. For in those challenges, I grow closer to Him and that is the greatest gift.




7 comments:

Anonymous said...

Yea Traci! One year already? I will be resting for the next 6-8 weeks so if you need a resting buddy to sit around with let me know! Ha! YOu are doing great.

=)
Mary O

Growin' With It said...

your amazing, positive attitude is infectious. way to take it as it is sister and not let it defeat you!

Nicole - Life in Progress said...

Love ya girl!

Beth said...

Glad things are going well. I remembered that this was around the time as we were at St. F at the same time. Remember with Him all things are possible!

Shaun (yeah, I used my real name for once) said...

I guess we share an anniversary.

I think we should leave Andy and Kim home with the kids and go out for ice cream or something.

Mari said...

I've been wondering how you were doing. I can tell you that your great attitude will take you far. I've taken care of people with MS and the attitude they have makes a big difference.

Maiasaura said...

traci, thanks for the shout-out (and compliment)! :-) that made me smile last week on a dreary sick day at our house.
i can't believe a year has passed. you are an inspiration. you are so strong.