Today I am thankful for a giving spirit.
On Friday, while the kids and I were out and about, we came to a busy intersection and there she stood. A young girl, probably not even 20 yet, standing there in an over-sized coat and stocking hat holding a cardboard sign....the only words I saw were, "HOMELESS" and "HUNGRY". I looked away before I could read the rest. My heart just ached. We drove past her and went on to eat lunch at Avanti's. The kids and I ate our warm lunch, ordered too much (like we do most of the time) and left with a to-go box. We left a generous tip for our server and had no worries about how we would pay for our lunch. I had almost forgotten about the girl, until we got back to the car to head home. As I was pulling out of the parking lot, a feeling of I-have-to-do-something, came over me. My car turned back toward the girl. (I say the car, because I was fighting to go the other way toward home...I mean, I had kids with me) I secretly hoped she was gone. But she was still there. I said a quick prayer and pulled into a nearby parking lot. I grabbed two $5 from my wallet (that's all the cash I had) and took our left-over box containing half of a personal sized pizza (still warm) and half of a loaf of bread. I walked toward the girl, whose face seemed so sad, and I handed her the food and money. Her eyes met mine and all I could say was, "I hope this helps a little". Her eyes said it all.
As I got back in the car, and drove off, I went over the situation a million times. I wish I would have said more. I wish I would have said something different, something more meaningful. I wish I would have wrote on the box, "you are loved!" I wish...I wish...I wish. But in reality, I did what I was supposed to do. Tears were poring out of my eyes as I thought to myself about how this could be one of my children someday. A few mistakes or poor choices and that could be anyone I love. I would want someone to stop for them. To help them.
When we were about home, Max asked, "Mom, is the girl going to be okay?" My answer to him was, "God loves her buddy, she's going to be just fine!"
Today, I'm thankful for the ways God uses all of us to show His love to others.
(sorry that was a long one....but I felt it needed to be shared!)